Well, cliche isn’t it? madame monsieur

I actually had a special countdown last night, lying on bed, with BoBoZ, it was over the top romantic when rethink about it, but also excruciatingly helpless that I could not hold his hand to wish him happy new year. (In this information age, one can only assume and realize that this was done virtually)

On this day, I assume I will be alone all by myself, I should do something really productive, although the first thing comes to mind about productivity is work, but we all know I would be condemning myself if I did, right, ladies? So what I am going to do is something more valuable to myself, perhaps a long walk outside since the sun is so lovely shiny and I just love winter sun~

I wish you, and almost to myself, a very Happy 2012 New Year, and if the ends still on scheduled, please make me a happy one.

You might have already sensed it, that I looked particularly glowing this week (e-hem), no, I was actually talking about mentioning a new name in the past few of my blogs, a person called BoBoZ, to whom I spent with during this Christmas and it was merely 12 hours or so, but converted into a week of me smiling, but I guess nobody noticed.

To be clear, I did not see it coming, and I did not expect it to go so well (right after so many rejections, one can only hope that it didn’t go too bad this time). But could it be the thunderbolt right upon my head (or in this case, it must be his), or was it just an illumination of infatuation that I am quite, not overly experienced, familiar with. Well, tough case, let’s leave it to that.

So my 2011, another great year, another wonderful time that able to move from a Southern China city to a Northern Capital, in which a transition of culture, food, people, environment, weather to the most. How could one like me being so comfortable with such change, taking aside all the blurry images of ugly, dirty, weird, bad, unfortunate events, I do am really lucky to be here.

But this year is not a travel oriented year, as I only been to Xi’an and did not really explore big places for big time, but I hope 2012 will change that, not particular big, but it seems Japan is no longer a dream. Speaking to which, have I told you that Japan has been one of my top of the top? I cannot believe that I am really doing it now, in merely 3 weeks’ time. WoW.

And 2011 is not a year for good impressive music and movies, I did not particularly have any number comes right shut up on my face, there were some decent ones, but just not striking me though.

I’ve grown a lot more homey in 2011, I no longer having a healthy social life, partly because there is a lacking of Xiamen bitch character in Beijing, and another part is I failed to obtain someone’s heart into mine (the Bo project is not as simple as it seems, I could have been struggling like fish or chicken now) Nevertheless I am now almost an official spokesman for the homeys, I eat, drink, slip, suck, exhale, like a homey~ homey me~

So 2012 huh~ It’s a touchy subject, many people are trying to avoid the issue, while many people are amplifying it, page by page, leave by leave, I think I am just going to enjoy whatever I have, smile to whichever makes me happy, and love the person that is adorable to me. (shrug) Thank you 2011, I am still here~

It’s 7 days before the year 2012, I guess we all are getting to the grip of the final days but still, it seems mine was not particularly in solemn and sorrow, in fact I was with BoBoZ last night, and a wonderful night I must add. Then again, it is not here for me to tell you the details because I don’t deserve to confess unless to a priest, who is in nude hopefully, with a hunk of body and an angelic minxful face, kekeke.

Then again, I wish all, and mostly myself, a happy Christmas and may the end of ends starts with a good start of starts. Yay me~

It’s been a week or two since I wrote, mostly is because I made up a decision to start bulking up for 5 days week instead of 3, and also I was really busy at work, literally f*cking me up the face by the numbers and readjustments and re-readjustments of data, it’s a drat, but life goes on.

I am mad at myself because I couldn’t find a decent time to buy proper presents and wrap them to give to the people I care, so shamefully they will be getting some crappy stuff from me this year, but I did wear a santa hat in office to comfort their disappointment a little.

It’s Christmas eve, I had a good lunch with my fancy little lovely couple but now I was eating zajiang noodle on my own for dinner. It required a hell of mind balance skill to persuade myself that it was not so bad, after all, BoBoZ will join me later for the evening, only I am kind of sleepy right now (dang!)

I do not know why I’ve always got such emotional attachment towards Christmas, though I am no Christian nor knowing anything historical fact about this festival, yet it feel really good and romantic to listen to the songs and make presents, having a nice warm meal with people you like/love and happy about it, I think this is the most satisfaction I could have gotten for my life towards this destination, only to yet it has not exactly happening every year, still, I keep my head high, and my smile bigger than my chest, and look forward~

Merry Christmas to you too.

When the information age is now booming and large, everything social is now instant at your hands with a mobile phone of a decent coverage payment. Just like the NYTimes article said, the people now is no longer desire to think long and think twice, or thrice (snigger) about anything because everything can be googled or wikipedia within minutes, just as long as they know where to look and put their faith and beliefs in those website of unknown authors. Kind of scary when you see it like that isn’t it?

So when it comes to social, or for my little circle of getting to know new people/target/prey/victim whatever, the internet is now as advance as knowing not only who to look, but where to look, it just saves so much time on the searching phase, and instantly clicking the meat you want into your cart for further er.. evaluation (snigger).

I cannot deny that such instant result may defers from initial expectations and leads to many trial and error, but so long as a person accept the terms and conditions, it is really nothing much to lose, well, not to the ego of self-esteem of me though. Every time I did such a meeting, and it did not work out, a little part of me died and takes much longer time to heal, I am not equipped with the modern thinking about love and relationships, I am indeed a man of nostalgic and falling in love with the romance of the 50’s or 60’s or whatever early age that be.

Life is embeded of disappointments, and when life couldn’t give you what you want, perhaps an ice cream could. ;o) (que Adele’s Someone Like You and play please, lol~~~)

Maybe it is time to talk about myself, but then again, I don’t have anything much to really talk about, except for more whines and dimes, so before you expect for anything fancy nancy, I’m just going to stop you here, because you ain’t got nothing of it. (And I mean you Englye)

It’s negative 5 degree outside on a clear day in Beijing (that’s a rare) and apparently I don’t have much plans to spend my weekend except the thought of work keep hanging in my mind don’t wanting to go away, this is just sucks~

I am now living my real 4 season life, even though it didn’t really snow here yet but the coldness really send you to shiver whenever walking outside, in a way, I kind of like it because I still appreciate it, to which many people have taken granted and feel irritated about this god-danging weather.

My love life, well, if you have to call it love, still an inevitable shame (so don’t ask again, and I mean you Englye) no doubt I posted a few catchy pictures online, but the attentions I got were those poor blokes being “misread”  and eventually getting me more depressed after the one and only “friendly” meeting. I swear to the Holy Mother I did not make any effect on those pictures, they just caught a better end of me. And really I am just a romantic, imaginative and boring to be socialize with, so these are my soft spots and easily slaughtered by people who could manipulates me like a puppet….

ah~ life, I want to visit outside with more confidence~

As usual the drama, only this time it got a little off handed. For a certain un-confirmed reason, Angelea was disqualified at the finale and they had to reshoot the announcement of cycle 17 winner. Rumor has it she prematurely releasing information about the winner in facebook or twitter, which probably could be true.

Anyway, the show has been with me for the past 6 years, I’ve watched like 12 cycles of it, and each of them there were some girls whom I love, and I love their editorial photoshoots, some were really good idea and beautiful. But the show is a complete anti-environmental, well, the whole fashion industry is anyway. So I just enjoy being able to see people waste money and resource for the sake of viewer’s entertainment value.

I still like Allison, but she’s not all star ingredients, she will be famous in her little market of geek and weird, Go Alli~

I’ve been long for a love comedy, and I don’t really into the one night stand, or friends with benefits or no string attached kind and eventually turn love comedy, I prefer something which is ordinary, from ordinary people, yet with a spark of something in life and making things a boost of fantasies. It’s just fun.

Wanting to watch Crazy Stupid Love has been built up for sometime, and I think it was worth it to wait and in turn Ryan horse-face Gosling did not disappoint me. He makes me feel like a better man too, besides of Steve Carrell, pardon moi~

I’ve been away from a normal human social life for sometime, and I am getting pretty easy in my cozy small area by myself, and my interaction with recent human activities have been a failure, although my closed friends did me so well and I wonder if I have lost the way to interact with new friends, or was it just me being so boring after all?

I do not know how was it felt like to have known a soulmate slash lover, but I assure it would be pretty awesome. The movie did a splash on that and keeping me smile for now. 3 stars, for many little things, I love Emma Stone’s laugh.

I completed my race in 1hr and 48mins for my first half marathon in Shanghai, amazingly awed by my own ability and capability. I didn’t stop almost at all this time and carried my body step by step into the next level of my existence being.

Shanghai, after 8 years of gloomy shadow over my mischievous life, came to life is a high position, winking at me as a modern city of extensive transportation systems, cleaner air and cleaner streets, wonderful people and their great organization, really have to say hi to Shanghai again.

No doubt the city gave me the same feeling I had for it before, and well, before it got stained everywhere all over. And the run was really good, I enjoyed the people, I enjoyed very much my run, my music setting the good pace, it was all good and better when I saw 53min by the 10km milestone, it really set off my motivation and get me going till the end.

I literally told everyone about my good experience, and Sally asked me the same thing I had in mind - after I did the full marathon next year, what else of dream left on me to live? Just now I was waiting at the subway and I got this urge to jump. Is this the ultimate depression yet?

When it comes to Christmas and Michael Buble, it just makes you think about a hot coco with your mittens on by the fireplace, overlooking the goose feather snow falling outside of your crystalized frozen winter, isn’t it? It’s like so warm and fuzzy and cozy and all the zzzys while outside is so quiet and peaceful and white and clean, OMG, that feeling is incredibly lovely, magical~!

And he is coming to me again, with the stroke of his magnetic voice over xmas tunes, and you know it is good, and great, and grand, and swell, and you just get so high it send chills over your body and your tears almost building up, and of course, I am over-stating. This is a good album for the holidays, making me thinking about plans of wrapping presents and watching people’s reaction while unwrapping them again, totally against environmental friendly concept, but I just can’t help doing this way and I am just going to do it anyway~

There is no particular number that I love too much over other tunes, but the entire album is essential to listen from the top and help you calm over your busy days and a tint of warmth when it is freezing point out there. I recommend this to the heartful people who needs some hearts and some reds and some greens and some whites~