Fat (Chubby)
It is now dawn to me that I could no longer suck my tummy in while walking on the street or working in the office or chatting with people pretending that I am not that, well, er… chubby (fat). For the past few weeks I have been struggling not wanting to try on my jeans because I knew I couldn’t fit in, especially I bought those skinny type. For weeks I have been skipping gym and any type of exercise because I always feel tired and lazy. I do not know if I have the pre-symtoms of diabetes, but it seems inevitable to me that I really should do something about it.
One thing to be clear, I am still far from being obese, and frankly I don’t eat that much really (of course to you this is a big doubt), but the days I was in Penang for the long 6 weeks really contributed to a lot of great oily fat food of Penang. And it seems the excessive of protein or carbohydrate have built up over my belly area and don’t seems want to go away in any mentally force.
But I will look into this now, I want to look good and healthy, so I will have to do something, either drastic or mild, I will have to do it.
