A Balance Of Choice
Hm, so where should I start?
Yongy Cantoloni told me that never give up is a good thing, even the world is somehow unfair that eventually my effort will not payoff and going down to the stinky drain, at least I should not feel regret that I didn’t try in the first place.
But you know the saying, when it is not yours, it is not yours no matter how much you pursue it. Big Guy told me it is not meant to be then it is not meant to be.
I know both statements are very much contradicted when it comes to action, I mean you already knew it is not meant to be, but you would still try it and eventually not getting what you want and you might feel a little okay because you knew at least you have tried. Then again, like Jack trying on a pregnancy test tube, it is still a little disappointing.
I know this type of scenario happens to everyone at least once in recent days on anything, but the point is, if we already knew it is not meant to be, should we still try? will the effort and time equivalent to the little contentment you will feel after you thought you have tried? Is that fair even though the world is unfair?
I need a shrink. Aiyoo~
