I HAVE NO LIFE.

And by life I mean my own life, the life that I want to do whatever I want wherever I want and whenever I want. I don’t have it. I am committing 6 full days to work, and by full I mean 7am wake up till 12am I go to sleep, work work work work work work work work work work work work every hour every minute, I don’t even have time to go Facebook. It is awful~

But after a week of really painful and mentally imbalanced time, this week was actually bearable. I don’t know if it was Chimp “enlightened” me that my normal working hours is 60 hour week, or the fact that I had a very bad week and the next very bad week just become something acceptable. Well, I survived.

And I am thankful that I did. I don’t know if there is any limits that I can push (or be pushed) further, but I hope I am going through the toughest time in my life and not anything tougher anymore in work. It is scary to think that I might loose the job because I didn’t do a better job.

I want to live here, and I am not going to let some job obstacles stand on my way! Bullocks off~

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