The past 45 days are really something to me, from something that I didn’t think I would have, to a series of work permit application processes (from good smooth ones to really frustrating and more painful to come ones), and here I am, my last night sleep in HEAF (for the time being), before the new Chinese chapter is getting translated onto a new page.

My colleagues would think that I am eager to leave the company as I was complaining and spreading my hatred all the time all over the place, but the truth is, I am (:P) I am glad that I finally get a new chance out there, I am glad that I would have a new gamble for a better working environment, and I definitely have a better view on looking at myself and appreciate more on what I have and had done. Who doesn’t want a better career with better pay eh? seriously, only the fools and stubborns (I am not!) would stay.

Sure there are my friends and tiny social circle that I have to let go, with what I have built over the past 3 years in KL which is indeed a vibrant city if you get to see her in the special angle (but not on a daily routine working class life) I think HEAF is the top one thing that I hate to let go but have got no choice to bring along to my journey. Again, I assure myself that I would not get emotional and just treat this as another testament of my life in which I had to sacrifice to go on. It is a cruel cruel thing, to let go something you so treasure about, but I wish only our friendship would be as strong as our stubbornness to each other. It is scarce to find such relationship which we could share almost anything, providing we are all timid and passive persons.

I am not sure if I would get to sleep tonight, either due to my really full stomach or just because I miss my 3 year life here, but one thing for sure, I love my friends and my family here and I hope I will not regret on my decision because if I did, I shall really spank myself to a very painful state until I would beg for mercy from myself on giving myself a wrong turn in my life.

So Good night, HEAF, my Happy Ever After Family.

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