One Small Truth

You don’t believe it, but it is true. I am incredibly shy, especially when it comes to a butterfly in the stomach kind of feeling. :$

I always wear a emotionless, or even stern face. Not that I want to be, more like natural, and a little of it trying to hide the funny feeling inside, for the sake of my heavy dignity. It is always been there, only I cover it professionally, trained since I was really young. Can’t help it, but I am doing it even right now. :S

But reality did a overlapping training on me, to be more proactive and try to stand on my own. And so I did, I think, in time, I’ve become more clam and steady, not so easy to blush, not so easy to inflict an emotion or feeling, and harder to show on my face as well. I think my background has brought me up to a person like I am now, I’m pretty sure I am still shy on things, only sometimes I missed that I had that feeling anymore.

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