I didn’t hear from the two most important person in my world for 3 days and I am devastated (not literally, but mentally), it feels like circa 2006 and below. Suddenly I think my luck has running out again and I should be settling with myself more and for good.

I don’t know what happened, or more importantly what went wrong. Is it really me? It’s 2 to 1, so I guess the odds is pretty harsh on my side. Perhaps it wasn’t meant to be, or perhaps I should stop whining and get myself up for another day. So I went for a hair cut, I always do, whenever there is an inner problem, it is an instant solution to hypnotize myself that I will be alright (you know, the cut away your problems kind of metaphor). So far the calm hasn’t really kick in yet, but I know I will be alright.

Suddenly I realize what SST said about being tired. Really, I am a little tired.

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