A Step, Towards Or Backwards
It has been a total chaos in my work life. I went for an interview in Prudential, it sounds a promising job, but the director is a “dynamic” person, just like LCL or TSK. So I really don’t know. I don’t know if I could do that again, to be able to take the strict directions of a superior and keep fighting till I drown myself in office and left out my dinners, my friends, my personal life. Besides, he’s a Singaporean, a middle aged bachelor, what really else I could not expect then…
Then the contradiction kicked in, when TSK presented me a letter which I hope it would come much earlier like a year before. But it did deliver finally to me. All in a sudden, my mind got shaky and I didn’t know was it because they had successfully brain washed me or did I really like them eventually. It is a very confusing tug of war inside me. I was thinking along the way when I walked to the 2nd interview yesterday, and I couldn’t get an answer in the 15 mins walk.
The HR interview, on the other hand, was a perfect one. I have never met a girl so pretty in a very long time. She is so pretty, more than once during the conversation I wanted to ask her out on a date (and if you are still not convinced, you better be now). She offered me a lot of space and shiny things about the company, and it seems she understands more than my manager does (which makes her even more adorable, ah….). I think it is because of her, that I have made up my mind, haha… silly, but I think the path has been paved, and all I need to do, is to walk on it and go on. 