3 Day Without Alvin
It is weird isn’t it. I KNOW.
Saturday, which I’ve told him in advance that I will accompany Keeyit for the day, but I didn’t expect he didn’t want to come along, after a few attempts on the phone, he decided not to come but go along with his friends. So that day I didn’t see him at all, and hardly any sms eventhough I’ve been trying. This is werid number 1.
Sunday, I woke up and went to gym as planned, came back still without him, not even any sms, this was really weird already, I couldn’t help but to think of him on and off. But in the end he came, for the rest of HEA was in Pulau Ketam having their fun, so I spent a few hours with him, but as soon as he left, the passion has also left with him, for he hasn’t sms or call me anymore. I felt a little lost, but didn’t mind through.
Monday, today supposingly he was coming over that we might have something plan out. But I woke up at 11am and by the time I sms him he only mentioned he’s been awaken and didn’t say much. And after I came back from gym I sms him again and this time he told me he’s at the Gardens. I felt a little confused, because he didnt’ try to ask me out at all, I don’t know if that’s his trick to make me feel bad or what, but I guess he did achieve his purpose.
I don’t really know what to say or what to think, but I do feel that something has fading away from me, and I am not sure if I wanted it back.