Meddle With Relationship
It’s been really some time since I went to sleep over BB Alvin’s, perhaps 3 or 4 weeks, he has been really frustrated, I knew it, but I still tried to avoid that, not because that I didn’t want it, but partly because his room has many furry stuff and always got my allergic nose to the edge and I always end up sneezing all my new week. Another reason is I don’t want to put this as a routine thing for us, I mean yes the sleeping together is great, but I don’t want we take this for granted, I want to make every occasion special on their own, just to make both of us appreciate it more. So I tried to put a lot of reasons, and recently my sickness has been a really good excuse thankfully. (smirk)
Friday he was going all crazy, and I didn’t pick up his ten miscalls, he got freaked out and rushed back to find out what’s happening. I understood he was afraid, but there was no need to, because nothing has been wrong, I didn’t change, I just wanted to make things more loosely so that we could both breathe a little bit more. He wasn’t agreeing, but I insisted, so Friday night sucks for us.
Saturday I had to accompany him to MidValley meeting one of his fabulous friends slash client, so I spent some boring hours there and coming back to his place (at last after 3 or 4 weeks), I had nothing better to do at his place, so I watched Astro, while he was practising over his Chinese caligraphy. We waited until late hours only dine which I was a little pissed because I was hungry but didn’t want to mention it out. Eventually it was a bad time for dinner as well, both of us showing gruesome face to each other which didn’t help any digestion mind you.
Yet the night we kissed so passionately I have forgotten all the rows we had been on each other. He kissed me so hard this morning I found myself a fat lip, but well, I’m loving it because it was fun kissing, and I love kissing with him. Sometimes I may imagine how people would react seeing two guys kissing so greatly, would they get jealous? or would they get disgusted? Sometimes I would imagine we were in some romantic scenes in the movie which was really arousing, mostly at this stage I would end up having my clothes off and you know what’s going to happen next…