It’s been quite some time since I could really sit down and writing a blog, taking notes of the details of my life. Ever since I’ve met Alvin, dating phase has taken over most of my spare time besides work, and even part of my sleeping hours. It is a really time consuming work and I didn’t really expect falling in love would take that much of time. But then again, I am enjoying every single moments spending time with him, eventhough he has been a little naughty some of the time. Having him into my life has changed literally what I have been doing for the last almost one year in Kuala Lumpur, let alone the past 26 years of single island life.

It was not easy for me, because that was my comfort zone and all of a sudden, a man has the ability to change all I’ve been building up and proud of. Sometimes when I was a little sober and imaginative I would think about that, but eventually I have decided that it was a good change for me. I am happy for one, and feeling so sweet when we kissed (that’s a huge chunk of the rest ^^)

This weekend I spent two nights over his place, it was dusty, because he seldom clean his room, but his ex did. And the only thing I would appreciate is the first hour of having air-con in the room while hugging him on bed. Sleeping with a person beside you is not easy, especially when you have been sleeping on your own all your life. Because you would be awaken everytime this person turns, stretchs, or help-me-yawn. But I got by everytime, maybe because I am always tired and slept easily.

There were lots of unhappy things happened when we’re together, some of them got me thinking if God intended to give us a sign of our imcompatibility, but in the end, we were so sweet to each other as if God hasn’t existed at all. If that’s the power of love, I wonder if we would be together for more. I think, seriously mate, that I’m falling in love with this guy, I can’t help it, but I do.

I love the feeling that he took me to Curve to fix my laptop just now, driving even he seems tired, and we had dinner at IKEA, got me thinking how nice to have a person like him to dine with at the same table, so sweet so sweet, sweeter than the cranberry sauce of my meat balls. And the way we talk over browsing through IKEA might got people confused that we were actually getting a new place of our own. Hell, it got me confused too for a second there. And the way the take me back without a whine, just mumbling of his stomache. I don’t know what else reason wouldn’t I like him more.

It’s still less than a month, but our relationship is already forging fast and steady. I am really happy and really worried now, because you know how fragile this things is, the more happy I got, the worried I got that it would go away one day. But I have simply no time to think about it (except now), all I know is, I’m gonna enjoy a whole lot more and I wouldn’t let it go easily.

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